Saturday, October 31, 2009


Thursday, October 29, 2009


Orite now to update blog...


Tuesday 27 Oct


We watch 17 again

Seriously the movie is abit sentimental but its okay life learning..some say not but y should i care

like anibody care enough for me CORRECT!!....I tried but i Failed anithing i do is a failure like the dream i have yesterday where everybody hates me cause anithing i do or touch always end up bad

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Hollywood Whore

Do mind the title post...
Hmm what to talk about..
Ok today class was ok getting hang with flash. Hope to improved more on it.
C.A.H was ok even though maybe there is still hateness but what to do everybody changing we cant stop the changing we cant stop ourself from making new cliques and all..maybe we have fallen apart or maybe its just me or is it realli me that cause it all..
Zaini thought of changing but to tell u the truth people wont notice u have change they will ignored u like me ..Cause I've been there done that..We're human what to expected we change be with one person we have to mingle around....O ooo btw last friday when for bbq when i reach at the beach i feel life changing seriously i not kidding yall. I sat there and look the horizen and kept thinking about my future where im going to be and all....sigh....also in my mind i tot what would happen tmr will i ever see the light of day again correct or not everybody would once in a life time would tot about it..
Look at me I know I'm not handsome not Talented not skill at stuff or not good at being there for anibody..not good with girl and all yah i said this y would be embarrased about it.
I use to dig malay girl like rock or simple and cute
know i dont know y my tasted( not being picky) its just argh its very hard to explain u wouldnt understand
Btw I missed my long Hair >_<...
All i can say is to all live ur life to the fullest dont care whether u r alone or with some one cherish whoever and dont restricted ur self for just sticking to one person just mingle around ala surely ur partner will understand....
So I end my post here
Btw anibody know the nomber for lifeline haha

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Dunia Sudah Terbalik "The World has gone upside down"

What Telah Happen man?
Why?Why?
Answers Me!!
Have u think I hated u enough!!
Do u think I just erased u just like that!hhaaa!!
And Do u think I suffered Enough!!
Serious Talking now...



I won't give in to this no matter what,
Still there's a part of me beating inside
You are the one who's been breaking me down,
Dead dreams, lost heart
If it's for you, my body will fly now,
Will rush to be by your side now...
However when I come around you say goodbye now

And why is it that you, don't even want me now
You tell me that your fine but I look in your eyes and they give you away.
But even if I give you one more chance tonight
I hate the way you stare at me those eyes could start a fight

Cant you cant you cant you see,
This is not how it should be
Your my heart's tragedy no way

Its all the same every day, telling me that I've changed
But you just better shut your mouth
Until you know what your talking about girl
And now I'm out of control, I hate to be all alone
However when I come around you say goodbye now

And why is it that you, don't even want me now
You tell me that your fine but I look in your eyes and they give you away.
But even if I give you one more chance tonight
I Hate the way you stare at me those eyes could start a fight

Nothing else to say this is a message to every person i knew

I used to be weak well im not

Monday, October 12, 2009

Stupid me

Omg i just notice something about myself maybe this is me
I've been listening to fall out boy "a little less sixteen a little more touch me more"
I been checking what the song meant
So here is the lyrics



I confess, I'm messed up
dropping "I'm sorry" like you're still around
And I know you dressed up
"hey kid you'll never live this down"

'Cause you're just the girl all the boys want to dance with
And I'm just the boy who's had too many chances

I'm sleeping on your folk's porch again, dreaming
She said, she said, she said, "Why don't you just drop dead?"

I don't blame you for being you
But you can't blame me for hating it
So say, what are you waiting for?
Kiss her, kiss her
I set my clocks early 'cause I know I'm always late

Write me off, give up on me
Cause darling, what did you expect
I'm just off a lost cause
a long shot, don't even take this bet

You can make all the moves, you can aim all the spotlights
Get all the sighs and the moans just right

I'm sleeping on your folk's porch again, dreaming
She said, she said, she said, "Why don't you just drop dead?"

I don't blame you for being you
But you can't blame me for hating it
So say, what are you waiting for?
Kiss her, kiss her
I set my clocks early 'cause I know I'm always late

(always on, always on)
You said you'd keep me honest
(always on, always on)
But I won't call you on it
(always on, always on)

I don't blame you for being you
But you can't blame me for hating it
So say, what are you waiting for?
Kiss her, kiss her
I set my clocks early 'cause I know I'm always late

I set my clocks early 'cause I know I'm always late


So this is the meaning


"I think the title is the movie Sixteen Candles and the song Touch Me. The song is about a guy and a girl who really like each other, and she was waiting for him to ask her out, or whatever. She keeps giving him chances ( boy with too many chances)But it takes to long and finally she gets a different boyfriend. I also think in doing so she may have told him off ( she said why don't you just drop dead).I don't blame you for being you, but you can't blame me for hating it. She was 'being her' by just going with another guy, and he hates it. So next time he wants to be pushed along, so say what are you waiting for kiss her kiss her, so that he does not lose the girl. Set my clocks early 'cause I know I'm always late. That is really obvious, he was too late asking her. Also in the song I think he shows how perfect, or popular this girl is. Things like, your just the girl all the boys want to dance with, and You can make all the moves, you can aim all the spotlights
Get all the sighs and the moans just right. That's all I got! ;)"

So u can blame me...

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Forgetting


Watch this movie guys cause that is how its feel to be in my shoe.

Thursday, October 8, 2009

new blog skin

anibody names not there tell me orite

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

da

Friday, October 2, 2009

in progress


Thursday, October 1, 2009

If u are a 555 then im a 666

There is two kind of people living in this world one is follower meaning follow people do this do that the other one is the "master" thats the kind of people i hate .People should have any right in this world to do anything it their problem they wanna do drug let them they the one that suffer.
I hate when the man restrict us from doing this doing that, dont this dont do that ,cant be with other people and well fucked luckily im neutral i dont like to be follow or being man-handled

so here i end my post hope its my last cause nowadays dont know what to blog about it not like im going to blog about my love life..""like i HAF"....sigh...:(