Maid Sama ^^

Hey hey now i currently watching Maid-Sama haha the show is nice haha my favourite character is usui haha keep on following misaki haha any way this is short post ^^

Ismail: Hey blog u happy im updating u?

Blog: Guess so....

Ismail: Why emo?

Blog: The design u give me like sucky leh

Ismail: -_-" picky hahaha im not good with the html thing u know i know just to draw play game and do work

maybe im a workaholic maybe haha but if slack one ah i slack one kind haha but dont worry i can get serious if u want and i can funny at a time ^^ ok bye bye blog

Blog: See u around

I'm back Bitches haha nah kidding only

Ismail: Hey blog how u been

Blog: Sad :(

Ismail: Why?

Blog: U nvr update me

Ismail: Aww sorry dude been bz mate soon i will orite bro

Blog: Okay btw hows life?

Ismail: Nah better then before but still I am random as hell haha

Blog: fallen for anyone yet?

Ismail: Sigh why must that question lol hmm 2 fail crushes i dont know why all the crushes i have the same answer .....

Blog: Well I'm guessing they dunno what u really capable of....

Ismail: True True sigh Sian see blog now u spoil my mood:

Blog: hey come on man u always blog about life so i ask u now lor

Ismail: Ala all the same thing lor u should now me by now but now im not like the old ismail where i blog about im being afraid of stuff well u know what im gonna take a risk with chances now dont wanna have a second thought anymore only when come for money haha

Blog: Well good luck btw U better Update me ok
Ismail: OK! Douche

Not blogging much

Im really really sowie for not updating much haha just that my life too bored to talk about always reach home late do work play wow do raids and do dailies weeklies haizzz no life ah me even week end i nvr go out one always stay home sigh....wish got a girl so that i could go out with her hangout spend the rest of the week with in the morning till afternoon then get back to work or maybe bring her along follow me do work if she bz i understand wont force her la i not the forcing type one ....so i end my presentation hahah no la jk jk btw im a boring person fyi thats why people hate me

AMBERISM

samurai by ~DeviciousSadystic on deviantART

Something Cool about true love from my view

This post is short so bear with me.

I thought this to myself went im about to sleep.

True love doesnt mean it must have a prince or princess...or maybe love at the first sight for me that bullshit sorie for that... but what the heck we all can see the world We are human we have certain type of guy or girl we like Correct..

But for me I..I cant be ur super man i cant be ur Leonidas But the only thing i give u is 2 diaries 1 is my left ear and my right ear..The only thing i can be is ur pillow cause i will be there to comfort u and i will be ur blanket to cover the thing ur fear or afraid and be ur shield Protect u in any way that possible..cause u know y when going dating what so ever it doesnt have to be expensive but once is ok but the best way is going somewhere u couple wont be stress thing about maybe take a day off chill maybe overnight at some beach but if police come RUN! hahah just kidding haha but just hang out if u know what i mean..

And Thats all I can say now So Adios amigo...

Sigh -_- See beh sian Missing this person We are how to say pen pal but we stay in singapore la Its only me haha im douche she wanna meet but im such a chicken licken shit "a" hole haha buat malu kan aku haha I'm a guy what there to shy about haha

Colour done

Blood elf finish by ~DeviciousSadystic on deviantART

Blood elf work in progress by ~DeviciousSadystic on deviantART

work in progress by ~DeviciousSadystic on deviantART

Colour version of girl by ~DeviciousSadystic on deviantART

Bmw by ~DeviciousSadystic on deviantART

redqueen by ~DeviciousSadystic on deviantART

The true meaning of Fear!

When I kid...2 thing I fear about 1 is death and the other being hate by others.....

At night I'm always afraid that I wont get the see the next morning...I keep acting paranoid I lay on my bed keep looking around to make sure nothing ups ...But now is Different for me Now I dont care much about things cause I thought this to myself Dont think much like once this girl told me which I dont wanna mention the name Even though i know her for quite a long time but wth we when our separate ways even though there regrets there but Atleast I have been in reality alots of time but That one the first Reality ... Keep talking to my World of warcraft buddies of these they all told me this Some say girl come and go ...some say its my fault

other say Its ur choice ...And WHO SAY PLACE GAME NO LIFE haha atleast in that realm they care for one another "Asgard"+"Feng" = Family hahaha....

The only thing that make me happy is Watching Gaki no Tsukai they make me Rofl

By the way sorie for long time nvr post nothing post about only now i know what to post about haha

And one thing about me i dont like share my prob that much cause i dont to trouble u all

So here I end my post

Bodoh

Aku ni bodoh kan...I already know what the friend zone is all about yet i fall for this traps again and again fuck Anybody Please Kick me Punch me Shoot Me ANYTHING I'm SO STUPID!!!!

Cake

U know what i just cut cake today awkward kan but since family bz what to do so i just cut it without making my wish even though it will nvr came true so i ending my short post now so Bubye

Nobody want You

Serious Shit Now I feel So Sad cause u know Y!!??...I'm not desperate la but i such an idiot No Girl would fall for Guy Who is Caring ,Nice and Sensitive And U know I nvr knew that combonation end me up in the Friends zone and u know that theory is correct before reading all over the net about this shit i did same thing like what the forums say....Girls Like Macho boy handsome Boy those Abang2 U know What FUCK THAT SHIT!! U people got heartbroken Dont u Dare come back crawling at My FEET!!!...Instead I will kick u Roundhouse OK!...Serious Man I didnt know this until khairul show me a forum explain all thats stuff I'm like so call USED!!!! All the girl know ah Always love to brag about their ex or tell how cruel their bf is then they will come to us make us THE DOUCHE BAG comfort them AWw pity2 them AWWW ARGH!!!!!!!...........

And Girl like to say us gay is playboy or what so ever Well u know what Look at yourself first before it to us OK! btw people like bob and friend sumer minta kena Tampa sial!!!

AHAHAHAHAH!!!!SUDAH GILA!!!!!!!

3D lesson still ok Able to SUPER CATCH UP....

Wish to learn more

drawing ....I NEED MEDIC!!!!!!!

I BLEEDING OF BAD DRAWING

NEED TO REPATCH TO GOOD DRAWING!!!!!

SIGH!! 18 already but still feel like nothing lol

Afterlife a song suit for the rev

Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen
So unsure but it seems, ’cause we’ve been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

I see a distant light, but girl this can't be right
Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be
Arrived too early

And when I think of all the places I just don't belong
I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far

I don't belong here, we gotta move on dear
Escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on
Far away from here

A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain
Can leave this place but refrain, ’cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall)
No pain or sign of time (I’m much too young to fall)
So out of place don't wanna stay, I feel wrong and that's my sign
I've made up my mind

Give me your hand but realize I just wanna say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave and carry on my own life

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear
escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on,
far away from here


Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I’d hope you might
Take me back inside when the time is right

Loved ones back home all crying ’cause they're already missing me
I pray by the grace of God that there's somebody listening
Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
(I am unbroken; I’m choking on this ecstasy)
Oh Lord I'll try so hard but you gotta let go of me
(Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live)

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear
escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on,
far away from here


Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I’d hope you might
Take me back inside when the time is right