Delirous Sinister

2012-01-30T06:10:00.000-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q7Em4fUOrZo&feature=player_embedded#!

Gonna be Second year already

2012-01-28T05:30:00.000-08:00

So sian, Alot of stuff stressing me out, one is at home also stressing me with family problems.. my family is like got 2 side then im the middle man -_-", Hais why my family like this I always have to do their dirty work or keep a secret from each other... I feel like running away, No one even cares what im feeling nor what im doing.. Then about my dad he used to bring me n my mom go town sight seeing as I grow older I and my dad like grew apart...what happen to those days, I wanna go back in time where my dad bring me out and i also want to see my grandparents again :'( I wanna undo all the selfishness i did to them :x

I miss my grandma she always nag at me but i like it haha she quite fun to joke with even though she is old, there one time i said "Oh my God" then she said "Ape tu Oh my god asal bukan Oh my Allah" haha and she cook the best breakfast :( i miss the teh o she made for me in the morning with bread fried with eggs in it.. my grandpa also the best even though he is my step grandfather still i call him "atuk" i see him as my real grandpa he n my grandma took care of me well but as i grew up also the feeling grew apart hais I love you Atuk n Makwe " Da lamer mail tk nampak makwe dan atuk"

I dont wanna lose any of my loves one anymore

Hmm about poly yeah so far so good its just asignment all rushing cause next week pass up..

I got nothing else to talk :x

2012-01-18T07:39:00.000-08:00

Im confused

D:

Long time no long post lol

2012-01-15T06:54:00.000-08:00

Nowadays very shag, Homework after homework but dont worry must tahan few more weeks..Oh yah But wait got studio projects FML!!! i dont wanna D:.... DYING! DYING! actually not bad ah but asignment pilling up so annoying i cant even enjoy -_-"...

Oh yah just celebrated my birthday with my Polymate and family lol nothing much to say ah im getting old haha, My friends bought for me a earpiece and eivriel made for me a caricature of me also lol thanks ah guys, Oh yah my mom bought for me angry bird cake i was like IM 20 already but i didnt say anything ah i dont wanna hurt her feeling so yah...

I dont feel life changing i only feel old haha, This Saturday going out with darling to watch movie then after that go singapore flyer..

Hmm i havent post about our one year anniversary so i talk here haha

This is the Card I did for her XDDD

She also did for me haha

Then we when to bugis eat at seoul garden wah we miss the lunch but its okay so we good dinner when I pay the lady i get the receipt i was like o,O then she ask me how much, I pass her the receipt then she also wondering why so ex haaha then i say its okay la once in a lifetime i nvr treat u this much mah so its okay

Even though we nvr took any pics I feel quite happy that she love the present i got for her which is the artbook for the sukoiden artist, actually i wanted to suprise her but neh not so much haha....

Then when we wanna go home she as usual accompany at her bus stop, while we were talking then my bus came i was like awwman then i hug her n kiss her say goodbye

Then when i bored the bus i realise something missing from her lol "Oh yah the card" I drop down just one stop infront I run back quickly as i was running i called her haha i called like 2 time when i chiong scared she might reach home haha then the third time she pick up then i told her im running back to the bus stop, then she say ok ok dont run walk slowly haahaah then i still run haha. lol i told her when i was running i was thinking is this like drama or what haha so thats how it end up lol.

To be honest, she very good girl there something about her that i cant let it go.. When she talking to me or what i felt normal but when i meet her those eyes haha wah my world problem gone sia lol Seriously no joke ah people haha

Even though we quarrel, we always work it out but the time we almost broke up thanks to my stupidity, Now I know I shouldn't accuse anything or be selfish to her, Then I read about virgo they very loyal to their loves one so i believe that... Anyways ciao

I Love U

Imma evil BUNNY!! lol

U tot i was dead think again huahaha

2012-01-05T08:19:00.000-08:00

yeah the title says it all lol,

Mawaru Penguindrum Feat Aichan :P

Eminem-Beautiful Reference picture painting

Suddenly Feel like blogging

2011-09-15T02:16:00.000-07:00

Wow holiday is boring wanna lose weight but dont have the mood sian, The past few days I have annoyed her and make her angry..

Blog: Fuck Mail whats wrong with u do u know that she is bz with fyp.

Ismail: I know but think back i just wanna talk to her

Blog: Yeah the more u sms then if she nvr reply means SHE IS SUPER BZ my god mail u can be very not
understanding at all.

Ismail: Haisss I wish we could restart all over again..What I've done I wanna cry

Blog: Crying doesnt help ur problem:

Ismail: Im crying cause im being self fish, dont worry i will make up to her im going to be less smsy n less checking on her and let she do her work..

Blog: U Better be

Ok this is weird haha i have this habit of talking to myself in real life and on blogging lol
Today I re read her blog n our facebook grp...Gosh i miss those time but truth the matter is Love dont worn out true love stay strong I like this phrase from B2ST-THOUGH I CALL "The answer to our problem is never a farewell" I quite agreed on that ..Aishah I love u Remember My words to u I wanna be ur first and last bf and will always be true to u..
After reading girls secret and watching lovely complex(again) I should be more understanding.. She is beautiful girl and I dont wanna let her go...She is mine and always Honey Im sorry for what i do to u...I want us to last long or better yet, Get married someday but money wise is a prob lol cause she told me she wanna get married at age 24 25 haha i think at that age i at army lol i think lol Nvr mind the next holiday im gonna work my ass off save money belanja her maybe buy her an artbook OR maybe just maybe a New rilakkumma bear lol..

To be honest, I was literally i was looking the rilakumma suit haha so that i can suprise her haha
Ok la Blog I gtg wanna workout ciao

Blog: See u want u feel like blogging -_-" u asshole u only blog when u feel like u douche bag
Better keep me update

I luv U

2011-04-18T15:46:00.000-07:00

Ismail: BLOG I Have a girlfriend u know? Blog: yah i know, u know how I know? Ismail: How? Blog: I am you Ismail: Oh yah hahaha :P Anyways its been 5 month we been together now I maybe jerk to her but still she love me and I am gratefull for that. Maybe True love is stronger then normal love :P. Anyways That time watch movie with my mom, bro, his gf and my gf haha, we watch "aku tk bodoh" OMG WE CRIED haha anyways gtg for school now bubye Miss u DEAR!!!!

Maid Sama ^^

2010-10-03T22:10:00.000-07:00

Hey hey now i currently watching Maid-Sama haha the show is nice haha my favourite character is usui haha keep on following misaki haha any way this is short post ^^

Ismail: Hey blog u happy im updating u?

Blog: Guess so....

Ismail: Why emo?

Blog: The design u give me like sucky leh

Ismail: -_-" picky hahaha im not good with the html thing u know i know just to draw play game and do work

maybe im a workaholic maybe haha but if slack one ah i slack one kind haha but dont worry i can get serious if u want and i can funny at a time ^^ ok bye bye blog

Blog: See u around

I'm back Bitches haha nah kidding only

2010-09-25T10:14:00.000-07:00

Ismail: Hey blog how u been

Blog: Sad :(

Ismail: Why?

Blog: U nvr update me

Ismail: Aww sorry dude been bz mate soon i will orite bro

Blog: Okay btw hows life?

Ismail: Nah better then before but still I am random as hell haha

Blog: fallen for anyone yet?

Ismail: Sigh why must that question lol hmm 2 fail crushes i dont know why all the crushes i have the same answer .....

Blog: Well I'm guessing they dunno what u really capable of....

Ismail: True True sigh Sian see blog now u spoil my mood:

Blog: hey come on man u always blog about life so i ask u now lor

Ismail: Ala all the same thing lor u should now me by now but now im not like the old ismail where i blog about im being afraid of stuff well u know what im gonna take a risk with chances now dont wanna have a second thought anymore only when come for money haha

Blog: Well good luck btw U better Update me ok
Ismail: OK! Douche

Not blogging much

2010-05-13T06:20:00.000-07:00

Im really really sowie for not updating much haha just that my life too bored to talk about always reach home late do work play wow do raids and do dailies weeklies haizzz no life ah me even week end i nvr go out one always stay home sigh....wish got a girl so that i could go out with her hangout spend the rest of the week with in the morning till afternoon then get back to work or maybe bring her along follow me do work if she bz i understand wont force her la i not the forcing type one ....so i end my presentation hahah no la jk jk btw im a boring person fyi thats why people hate me

AMBERISM

2010-04-24T07:16:00.000-07:00

2010-03-24T03:43:00.001-07:00

samurai by ~DeviciousSadystic on deviant ART

Something Cool about true love from my view

2010-03-21T06:04:00.000-07:00

This post is short so bear with me.

I thought this to myself went im about to sleep.

True love doesnt mean it must have a prince or princess...or maybe love at the first sight for me that bullshit sorie for that... but what the heck we all can see the world We are human we have certain type of guy or girl we like Correct..

But for me I..I cant be ur super man i cant be ur Leonidas But the only thing i give u is 2 diaries 1 is my left ear and my right ear..The only thing i can be is ur pillow cause i will be there to comfort u and i will be ur blanket to cover the thing ur fear or afraid and be ur shield Protect u in any way that possible..cause u know y when going dating what so ever it doesnt have to be expensive but once is ok but the best way is going somewhere u couple wont be stress thing about maybe take a day off chill maybe overnight at some beach but if police come RUN! hahah just kidding haha but just hang out if u know what i mean..

And Thats all I can say now So Adios amigo...

Sigh -_- See beh sian Missing this person We are how to say pen pal but we stay in singapore la Its only me haha im douche she wanna meet but im such a chicken licken shit "a" hole haha buat malu kan aku haha I'm a guy what there to shy about haha

Colour done

2010-03-20T05:37:00.001-07:00

Blood elf finish by ~DeviciousSadystic on deviant ART

2010-03-17T23:27:00.000-07:00

Blood elf work in progress by ~DeviciousSadystic on deviant ART

2010-03-17T04:46:00.001-07:00

work in progress by ~DeviciousSadystic on deviant ART

2010-03-16T07:32:00.000-07:00

Colour version of girl by ~DeviciousSadystic on deviant ART

2010-03-05T21:49:00.001-08:00

Bmw by ~DeviciousSadystic on deviant ART

2010-03-05T21:47:00.000-08:00

redqueen by ~DeviciousSadystic on deviant ART

The true meaning of Fear!

2010-03-05T05:21:00.000-08:00

When I kid...2 thing I fear about 1 is death and the other being hate by others.....

At night I'm always afraid that I wont get the see the next morning...I keep acting paranoid I lay on my bed keep looking around to make sure nothing ups ...But now is Different for me Now I dont care much about things cause I thought this to myself Dont think much like once this girl told me which I dont wanna mention the name Even though i know her for quite a long time but wth we when our separate ways even though there regrets there but Atleast I have been in reality alots of time but That one the first Reality ... Keep talking to my World of warcraft buddies of these they all told me this Some say girl come and go ...some say its my fault

other say Its ur choice ...And WHO SAY PLACE GAME NO LIFE haha atleast in that realm they care for one another "Asgard"+"Feng" = Family hahaha....

The only thing that make me happy is Watching Gaki no Tsukai they make me Rofl

By the way sorie for long time nvr post nothing post about only now i know what to post about haha

And one thing about me i dont like share my prob that much cause i dont to trouble u all

So here I end my post

2010-01-29T06:45:00.001-08:00

Bodoh

2010-01-23T07:42:00.000-08:00

Aku ni bodoh kan...I already know what the friend zone is all about yet i fall for this traps again and again fuck Anybody Please Kick me Punch me Shoot Me ANYTHING I'm SO STUPID!!!!

Cake

2010-01-20T02:45:00.000-08:00

U know what i just cut cake today awkward kan but since family bz what to do so i just cut it without making my wish even though it will nvr came true so i ending my short post now so Bubye

Nobody want You

2010-01-19T03:10:00.000-08:00

Serious Shit Now I feel So Sad cause u know Y!!??...I'm not desperate la but i such an idiot No Girl would fall for Guy Who is Caring ,Nice and Sensitive And U know I nvr knew that combonation end me up in the Friends zone and u know that theory is correct before reading all over the net about this shit i did same thing like what the forums say....Girls Like Macho boy handsome Boy those Abang2 U know What FUCK THAT SHIT!! U people got heartbroken Dont u Dare come back crawling at My FEET!!!...Instead I will kick u Roundhouse OK!...Serious Man I didnt know this until khairul show me a forum explain all thats stuff I'm like so call USED!!!! All the girl know ah Always love to brag about their ex or tell how cruel their bf is then they will come to us make us THE DOUCHE BAG comfort them AWw pity2 them AWWW ARGH!!!!!!!...........

And Girl like to say us gay is playboy or what so ever Well u know what Look at yourself first before it to us OK! btw people like bob and friend sumer minta kena Tampa sial!!!

AHAHAHAHAH!!!!SUDAH GILA!!!!!!!

3D lesson still ok Able to SUPER CATCH UP....

Wish to learn more

drawing ....I NEED MEDIC!!!!!!!

I BLEEDING OF BAD DRAWING

NEED TO REPATCH TO GOOD DRAWING!!!!!

SIGH!! 18 already but still feel like nothing lol

2010-01-17T14:56:00.000-08:00

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2010-01-05T06:03:00.000-08:00

Afterlife a song suit for the rev

2010-01-01T22:27:00.000-08:00

Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen
So unsure but it seems, ’cause we’ve been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

I see a distant light, but girl this can't be right
Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be
Arrived too early

And when I think of all the places I just don't belong
I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far

I don't belong here, we gotta move on dear
Escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on
Far away from here

A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain
Can leave this place but refrain, ’cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall)
No pain or sign of time (I’m much too young to fall)
So out of place don't wanna stay, I feel wrong and that's my sign
I've made up my mind

Give me your hand but realize I just wanna say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave and carry on my own life

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear
escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on,
far away from here

Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I’d hope you might
Take me back inside when the time is right

Loved ones back home all crying ’cause they're already missing me
I pray by the grace of God that there's somebody listening
Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
(I am unbroken; I’m choking on this ecstasy)
Oh Lord I'll try so hard but you gotta let go of me
(Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live)

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear
escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on,
far away from here

Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I’d hope you might
Take me back inside when the time is right

The Rev

2009-12-29T04:23:00.000-08:00

As we all know The Rev Died on December 28 2009 at 1pm at his house die of natural cause

for me The rev is not just the best drummer but he contribute alot in the band he keep giving out ideas about songs and all

the song get much darker when he around. But now i keep thinking who will be the next drummer for Avenged Sevenfold will he able to catch up with the crew like The Rev has being doing all this year

My God Have Mercy on Him..

The Rev Has Left the World

holiday art

2009-12-06T05:21:00.000-08:00

Ok i know the gun is so out
just testing my colouring mixture

Here i try to make so called realistic hair

My scenery suck i need to have more refrence

2009-11-25T04:39:00.000-08:00

adams song

2009-11-12T05:21:00.000-08:00

song meaning :

Guitarist Tom Delonge: "The story behind that is Mark read a letter someone sent him as an email, that a kid wrote before he committed suicide to his parents. We kind of got together and wrote this sad, slow song. It came out sadder than we ever thought it would, which is good too. Any song that moves you is good. Some people listen to it and go 'Wow, that's a real bum-out of a song.' But it's one of those things, a story of a kid not being happy in his life, crossed with us being really lonely on tour. At the end of it there's a better way out, there are better things to do than kill yourself."

The lyrics, "I traced the cord back to the wall, no wonder it was never plugged in at all" were inspired when guitarist Tom Delonge was playing in his garage and he and his amp were in a puddle. Luckily, the amp was not plugged in or he could have been electrocuted.

The line "I took my time, I hurried up, the choice was mine, I didn't think enough" refers to the 1991 Nirvana's song "Come As You Are." There, the line is, "Take your time, hurry up, the choice is yours, don't be late."

Awesome evening with buddies and lecturer

2009-11-10T05:41:00.000-08:00

Today i stay late in school luckily my mom allow so in class I am chionging my flash course i dont wanna stress my exam with flash cause flash almost make me lost focus but luckily still got hope Miss Sri notice I'm good with software so yah maybe u guys can say that btw im not being action and all maybe im just fast catch up when come to software maybe...

Then in that period of time i slack for awhile watch video like Hard Gay....YAA!!HOOOOO!!!...

hahaha then watch Half retarded seriously its not about people being retard is about a game but the make it so retard...then talk2 abit dance abit sing abit.....(yeah if im bored i will sing) luckily not much people haha or else paisey...then the senior come in talk to us abit and I akil hows my flash...he say not bad....then almost going home time I,Zaini,Marx,Chong Ziani haha nola shi jie jasmine and miss sri we talk like how we gonna make our class more united like akil class and then she told how fun their chalet where alot people kena prank i like the part where told one of the class mate sleeping they put colgate then pour alot of powder to him then when he move to the side all action asleep next thing he like wake up all the powder like poff or what la then he go bath when the water is cool hahaha and kena light his cig hahah so funny

haha kk bbubye btw im adicted to blog song hahaha

here the lyrics

To feel her touch
It's almost impossible to hold still
Maybe we can go back to the way it was
Well at least let me love you the same

I got lies to tell your children
When my smile pierces through your bones
Right through your bones
(Through your bones)
The grass is green inside my yard
I can make you laugh so fucking hard it hurts you
Inside your bones
(Inside your bones)

When she talks, I listen, shes in the shower and her skin glistens
Like oh my god I like it
Like oh oh god I like it

I suggest a drive, lets take the back road
Lets get lost lets lose our minds
Hey, little girl, i think we found it tonight
I think we glow that fucking bright, oh
And when she laughs I like it
Like "oh ha ha ha ha ha"

I got lies to tell your children
When my smile pierces through your bones
Right through your bones
(Through your bones)
The grass is green inside my yard
I can make make you laugh so fucking hard it hurts you
Inside your bones
(Inside your bones)

"Holy shit she smells like heaven
Been best friends since we were eleven
And oh my god I like her.."
"Yeah, I heard you like her...
Baby, I thought that we had something
Compared to him I'm next to nothing
Oh my god I like her..."
"Yeah I heard you like her..."

I am a million fucking bucks
I am a thousand fucking fucks
Your bitch is dead she was hit by a truck
What the fuck!

"Holy shit she smells like heaven
Been best friends since we were eleven
And oh my god I like her.."
"Yeah, I heard you like her...
Baby, I thought that we had something
Compared to him I'm next to nothing
Oh my god I like her..."
"Yeah I heard you like her..."

I'm Worthless piece of shit

2009-11-03T03:11:00.000-08:00

I bet there some people are starting to hate the new me maybe i change to much...but look at me im not cool, im not gd looking, I'm a nerd who play world of warcraft and all the way stay at home like a lonely fuck...and here i am listening to the song "The Fray - How to save a life".

Its not that i dont wanna go out but look at my curfew i respect that but im afraid if i want out with the other they will think this boi is a mommys boi or what so ever.

Look at I'm single all the way dunno y maybe the timing isnt right yet or maybe I'm not the boyfie material or I am that kind of guy always have this title "I like u as a friend nothing more than that" this is serious thing i wont lie I got this title 6 times...am i that so soft when come to girl orh I'm being to fucking friendly towards other and others can stab my back...But seriously I wish to return to the begining of this year and stop myself from telling her that and now the path i've been walking is a misery path. I want to find a new path but i dont know where to start with.

If u guys watch the movie butterfly effect then u will know what i meant.

Here I am at the computer thinking alot

like one who is hating me

who like being around me

who i gonna be with

when will i die

if i die did i do any good deeds for this world

is the world really gonna end 2012

lastly am i going to die single...

2009-10-31T02:52:00.001-07:00

2009-10-29T06:41:00.000-07:00

Orite now to update blog...

Tuesday 27 Oct

We watch 17 again

Seriously the movie is abit sentimental but its okay life learning..some say not but y should i care

like anibody care enough for me CORRECT!!....I tried but i Failed anithing i do is a failure like the dream i have yesterday where everybody hates me cause anithing i do or touch always end up bad

2009-10-20T20:54:00.000-07:00

Hollywood Whore

2009-10-20T06:06:00.000-07:00

Do mind the title post...

Hmm what to talk about..

Ok today class was ok getting hang with flash. Hope to improved more on it.

C.A.H was ok even though maybe there is still hateness but what to do everybody changing we cant stop the changing we cant stop ourself from making new cliques and all..maybe we have fallen apart or maybe its just me or is it realli me that cause it all..

Zaini thought of changing but to tell u the truth people wont notice u have change they will ignored u like me ..Cause I've been there done that..We're human what to expected we change be with one person we have to mingle around....O ooo btw last friday when for bbq when i reach at the beach i feel life changing seriously i not kidding yall. I sat there and look the horizen and kept thinking about my future where im going to be and all....sigh....also in my mind i tot what would happen tmr will i ever see the light of day again correct or not everybody would once in a life time would tot about it..

Look at me I know I'm not handsome not Talented not skill at stuff or not good at being there for anibody..not good with girl and all yah i said this y would be embarrased about it.

I use to dig malay girl like rock or simple and cute

know i dont know y my tasted( not being picky) its just argh its very hard to explain u wouldnt understand

Btw I missed my long Hair >_<...

All i can say is to all live ur life to the fullest dont care whether u r alone or with some one cherish whoever and dont restricted ur self for just sticking to one person just mingle around ala surely ur partner will understand....

So I end my post here

Btw anibody know the nomber for lifeline haha

Dunia Sudah Terbalik "The World has gone upside down"

2009-10-14T07:18:00.000-07:00

What Telah Happen man?

Why?Why?

Answers Me!!

Have u think I hated u enough!!

Do u think I just erased u just like that!hhaaa!!

And Do u think I suffered Enough!!

Serious Talking now...

I won't give in to this no matter what,
Still there's a part of me beating inside
You are the one who's been breaking me down,
Dead dreams, lost heart
If it's for you, my body will fly now,
Will rush to be by your side now...
However when I come around you say goodbye now

And why is it that you, don't even want me now
You tell me that your fine but I look in your eyes and they give you away.
But even if I give you one more chance tonight
I hate the way you stare at me those eyes could start a fight

Cant you cant you cant you see,
This is not how it should be
Your my heart's tragedy no way

Its all the same every day, telling me that I've changed
But you just better shut your mouth
Until you know what your talking about girl
And now I'm out of control, I hate to be all alone
However when I come around you say goodbye now

And why is it that you, don't even want me now
You tell me that your fine but I look in your eyes and they give you away.
But even if I give you one more chance tonight
I Hate the way you stare at me those eyes could start a fight

Nothing else to say this is a message to every person i knew

I used to be weak well im not

Stupid me

2009-10-12T06:33:00.000-07:00

Omg i just notice something about myself maybe this is me

I've been listening to fall out boy "a little less sixteen a little more touch me more"

I been checking what the song meant

So here is the lyrics

I confess, I'm messed up
dropping "I'm sorry" like you're still around
And I know you dressed up
"hey kid you'll never live this down"

'Cause you're just the girl all the boys want to dance with
And I'm just the boy who's had too many chances

I'm sleeping on your folk's porch again, dreaming
She said, she said, she said, "Why don't you just drop dead?"

I don't blame you for being you
But you can't blame me for hating it
So say, what are you waiting for?
Kiss her, kiss her
I set my clocks early 'cause I know I'm always late

Write me off, give up on me
Cause darling, what did you expect
I'm just off a lost cause
a long shot, don't even take this bet

You can make all the moves, you can aim all the spotlights
Get all the sighs and the moans just right

I'm sleeping on your folk's porch again, dreaming
She said, she said, she said, "Why don't you just drop dead?"

I don't blame you for being you
But you can't blame me for hating it
So say, what are you waiting for?
Kiss her, kiss her
I set my clocks early 'cause I know I'm always late

(always on, always on)
You said you'd keep me honest
(always on, always on)
But I won't call you on it
(always on, always on)

I don't blame you for being you
But you can't blame me for hating it
So say, what are you waiting for?
Kiss her, kiss her
I set my clocks early 'cause I know I'm always late

I set my clocks early 'cause I know I'm always late

So this is the meaning

"I think the title is the movie Sixteen Candles and the song Touch Me. The song is about a guy and a girl who really like each other, and she was waiting for him to ask her out, or whatever. She keeps giving him chances ( boy with too many chances)But it takes to long and finally she gets a different boyfriend. I also think in doing so she may have told him off ( she said why don't you just drop dead).I don't blame you for being you, but you can't blame me for hating it. She was 'being her' by just going with another guy, and he hates it. So next time he wants to be pushed along, so say what are you waiting for kiss her kiss her, so that he does not lose the girl. Set my clocks early 'cause I know I'm always late. That is really obvious, he was too late asking her. Also in the song I think he shows how perfect, or popular this girl is. Things like, your just the girl all the boys want to dance with, and You can make all the moves, you can aim all the spotlights
Get all the sighs and the moans just right. That's all I got! ;)"

So u can blame me...

Forgetting

2009-10-11T06:50:00.000-07:00

Watch this movie guys cause that is how its feel to be in my shoe.

new blog skin

2009-10-08T04:34:00.000-07:00

anibody names not there tell me orite

2009-10-07T18:59:00.001-07:00

in progress

2009-10-02T07:15:00.000-07:00

If u are a 555 then im a 666

2009-10-01T09:16:00.000-07:00

There is two kind of people living in this world one is follower meaning follow people do this do that the other one is the "master" thats the kind of people i hate .People should have any right in this world to do anything it their problem they wanna do drug let them they the one that suffer.
I hate when the man restrict us from doing this doing that, dont this dont do that ,cant be with other people and well fucked luckily im neutral i dont like to be follow or being man-handled

so here i end my post hope its my last cause nowadays dont know what to blog about it not like im going to blog about my love life..""like i HAF"....sigh...:(

World is Cruel

2009-09-26T05:38:00.000-07:00

Everybody says the world is cruel for me its the world is dead to me nobody know about my existence I'm like a toy u know that u use me to do stuff in the end i notice something y i didnt see that coming. I was so called used and I came with a theory Being nice to people doesnt get u aniwhere right RiGHT!!..and i thing i knew that i was stab in back with out all of this I know this story was old but i feel like i need to let it out. Yeah people have those faces that needed help cause im the type of person love to help but once u abused it Im fucking pissed its not that said im not ikhlas(sincerely) done people work sometime Argh!! Fuck u know what i dont want to talk about this animore im deleting my old post if u know what i mean...what the point i of me talking her when i feel that she be protected 24/7 might aswell i kept my mouth shut right..

God Help me I need ur guidance

Check my old post they old gone

Raye

2009-09-26T05:13:00.001-07:00

this was a candid i wasnt ready my hair was in a mess lol

OMG

2009-09-24T02:51:00.000-07:00

Oh my god peeps Oh My Freaking God

im bored hahhah

dont feel raye animore hahaha and i thought im the mistake lol hahha

im sick and tired man

Be a man do the right thing,

2009-09-23T01:24:00.000-07:00

Thanks for the Memories peeps

2009-09-23T00:05:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna make you bend and break (it sent you to me without wings)
Say a prayer, but let the good times roll
In case God doesn't show (let the good times roll, let the good times roll)
And I want these words to make things right
But it's the wrongs that makes the words come to life
Who does he think he is (if that's the worst you got better put your fingers back to the keys)

One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
He tastes like you only sweeter

One night yeah and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the memories
See, He tastes like you only sweeter
ooooooooh

Been looking forward to the future
But my eyesight is going bad
And this crystal ball
It's always cloudy except for (except for)
When you look into the past (look into the past)
One night stand
One night stands out!

One night, and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
He tastes like you only sweeter

One night, yeah one more time
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the memories
See, He tastes like you only sweeter

They say I only think in the form of
Crunching numbers in hotel rooms
Collecting page six lovers
Get me out of my mind
Gets you out of those clothes
I'm a line away from
Getting you into the mood (wa-ooooohhh)

One night, One more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they werent so great
He tastes like you only sweeter

One night, Yeah One more time
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the memories
See, He taste like you only sweeter

One more night and one more time
thanks for the memories
even though they werent so great
he tastes like you only sweeter

One night, One more time
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the memories
See, he tastes like you only sweeter

Forgiveness

2009-09-18T22:24:00.000-07:00

The Day of forgiveness is tmr 19/09/09

since today the last day of puasa i want to tell u all the truth about myself...

in ani moment of time u guys got hurt me in aniway right im the type of not easy to forgive u all unless u sincerely apologize to me not in my tagged box i want u say it infront of myface or sms ...thats

So Here I end my post

Selamat hari raye to all muslimin and musliman

Twinking three characters damn tiring

2009-09-16T00:48:00.000-07:00

My Hunter lvl 28

LVL 80
My Main Character Death Knight Kind off Geared Enough For Ulduar 10

My pally look like Akil pally lol
Btw it lvl 35 now

Pull me through

2009-09-15T07:58:00.000-07:00

Luckily Tomorrow no school for one day only but for me its good enough already, Damn tired now its 11:02pm cant sleep not sleepy yet I need to talk to somebody man......damn sad and getting sick of life...damn man.

There such pain in me already and i feel i cant bare with anymore.

Always feel nothing im nothing, im plastic guy who is dying inside look at the others they are happy people living their, while me im not living my life to the fullest..

I agreed with one thing that slipknot says in one the interview.

I'm not pretty, I'm not cool I'm Fat and ugly and i'm proud of it so FUCK U.

I feel like those people that i use like to hang around them or what im feeling there is gap between and even a cement cant cover it back animore it require miracle for that to happen.

Maybe some people have to move around but i feel they wont come back so there no point for me communicate to them i got topic to talk we have nothing common animore, like example they like this band or what and suddenly it happen that i always like but the truth is and I mean this is the truth A7x for me im not fan of them i only know them when i was in sec 1 but Slipknot seriously im not kidding yall this was my all time favourite since primary 4 or 5 cause my brother went to buy the cd next thing i know i got addicted to (SIC), eyeless and fav of all fav Wait and Bleed.

Then me and my bro share money buy Slipknot Iowa but the next album we didnt get to buy cause their album release damn long but their song cant be forgetten one serious no Shit mates.

But All hope is Gone is nice too i got addicted to Dead Memories and i feel like the song maybe just maybe got meaning to it like u use to know me in that way meaning nice and all but now the other me is dead so i keep this voices in my head is like saying Y Y the fuck i move on until like that ....So nothing Else

Im Delirious Sadystic

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Puasa Ending Soon

2009-09-08T07:11:00.000-07:00

Im not the same person i used to be and i dont have the spirit of hari raya cause i missed my grandparent as u guys know they passed away. I used to be hyperactive and all cause my late grandpa told me things like dont let people say stuff to u and u get angry about it or something about, cause its 3 years i dont have the mood or spirit to celebrate it. I dont care about the money i get and all i just wish one day that a person would care enough and understand me like what my grandparents did.

Just Watched Hitch only half-way cause the more i watch it the more i be lonely, Idk y i love watch that kind of movie especially when it have like the movie just friends, definitely maybe etc etc..

for me A girl for me they are mysterious sometime we dont whether they happy or not normally when they are sad, we ask them whether their ok or not they sarcasticly say their fine but their not I think i knew that its better to not know what going on cause we cant force them to telled what going on.Maybe some will tell some not Idk....Im generally confused right now

Getting Alone at home and Getting Sentimental in school i also sometime act happy actually im not my issued hasnt resovled yet but for me as the time goes by i became more stm i will forget of anithing that happen in the past.

Every Body Thought Im nice fakely actually thats is already in my nature in my blood

But one thing tat is in my blood that is negative im selfish not with possesion its regarding my life people may ask me to do this to do i will sometime generaly i will drag the time but i feel like bad for doing that so anibody if i ever do that pls tell me. '

BTW PEOPLE=SHIT

PEOPLE + SADNESS=MISERY

BUDDY + FIGHT =RIVAL

RELATIONSHIP + BREAKUP=EX

DEATH Cannot be ressurected back

666 Robot

2009-09-03T23:07:00.000-07:00

Shiok with The sims 3

2009-09-01T05:47:00.000-07:00

That Is Virtual Me and baby roy now he is a toddler already

u all may say i no life go fuck with urself then come to talk to me about it OK.

I already pissed of with my life dont make me even more pissed of

TG

2009-08-27T07:04:00.000-07:00

My third try with photoshop

2009-08-25T05:33:00.000-07:00

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

IGN Video: World of Warcraft: Expansion #3 [rumored] PC Games Trailer - Reveal Trailer

2009-08-21T18:20:00.001-07:00

IGN Video: World of Warcraft: Expansion #3 [rumored] PC Games Trailer - Reveal Trailer

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2009-08-20T06:24:00.000-07:00

Here I am at home bored as hell, I thought when im at home i would be alive actually not make me feel more dead. When I heard about hari friend past away at the very young age make me feel scared, I dont wanna die young and alone. I wanna be with someone that would be true to me :((

But what the point people doesnt understand me they think Im weird, Im freaky,Im Emo and the most hated word is Abang abang I hate to be called that for u guys Info I aint no Matrep,

I dont smoke and drink Im StraightEdge(A person who doesnt smoke or do drug and drink).

Its has been 10 years my life doesnt turn out what i picture it when i was a child( not about BGR)

I mean like I going to be in future is my future gonna be suck or would be good I have to Buck up my studies. Okay I know say this everytime But I need somebody to be my side always.

I always have to face this problem where i look at some of the couples all make me think alot i dont know..sometime i love to think about stuff but the most is all random shit like.

"What if bangla roll down the stair when the bus brake like in sudden way confirm kekek"

next one is

"I hate people who sleep beside me especially in the bus cause make me it would be trouble for me to get out feel like pushing them but dont want cause must understand mah their situation but better not go to far alrite mate"

Just watch DMC(Detroit Metal City)

Its a very nice show kla maybe yall think its lame and boring but i dont give a fuck about it.

the story this guy negishi (the bowl hairguy) had a dream to became pop musician something like that but it turn out wrong he kena join The DMC a Death Metal Band

but before he was in a universcity or what he got a crushed on a girl but he too shy but the girl dont know that he is in that band...wanna know more Go watch la hahaha

So what the use actually i dont want to blog nobody read or tagged my chatbox X(

Comic Con!!!!

2009-08-15T06:55:00.000-07:00

Wa xian leh Damn dizzy right now after came back from playing pool to comic convention at suntec its was so awesome man i reached home around 9.30pm like that. At the comic con so funny i saw kabotu the kiva so short more shorter than zaini hahaha aniways. its was fun saw alice our senior in digital animation didnt expect so her and some other senior we saw i free sticker woho......

Damn Dizzy like something spinning my head right round man BTW CHELSEA BEAT HULL CITY MATESS!!!!!! 2-1 man hahaha zaini ur wrong man chelsea now on form already but let see man u match what the big diff with chelsea and man u..

Hang out with some of the 1A we make noise and the macdonald laugh2 talk2 talk crap all

I disturb Russell And Untat(Augustine)

hhaha russell pedophile seh he touch young boy hair hahhaha

Latest News

2009-08-09T06:29:00.001-07:00

I hate myself cause memories left unsaid or unheard

All my life I thought I was the one that causes anger to people well infact not cause

Im person cant keep a promises ani more i cant find trust in this world animore except my family..What the point of hidden in the darkness n nvr let people what im feeling right now...

I cant removed a part of my past cause everyday i have to face it unless i go blind which im not planning to be blind unless my fate ends there and I have to hear it everyday

I have confronted some of my friend about my probs some said just forget it which i can but dunno y on National Day I remember it back..

But let talk about secretsy sometime people keep secret because maybe they dont want to hurt their feeling or what so ever..and sometime secret can end up in LIES.

Nowadays people keep showing about how their child being influence by their parent like the commercial about the smoking thing that BULLSHIT. Its obvious its their friend im not saying not to mixed of course can mixed but think it through would u wanna die of old age,accident OR getting cancer, very bad sickness that involves ur lungs i dunno im not a doctor.

Asignment after Asignment (not saying is a bad thing but its to make us prepare right lecturer)haha

Woah im Scared what going to happen in my future will i get my dream work and dream girl. Im afraid to be alone and im afraid to failed and Now I just want to be alone for now onli

This Sunday The match of the Centuries haha

2009-08-05T19:23:00.000-07:00

Btw ronaldo wasnt suppose to be on that poster haha
should be Ronney or Giggs

MANCHESTER UNITED(RED DEVIL) VS CHELSEA(THE BLUE)
SUNDAY 9.55pm 9th April 2009
Channel 24 StarSport Starhub

MUST WATCH IT U MAN U AND CHELSEA FAN
LET SEE THEIR RESULT BTW I SUPPORT CHELSEA HAHAHAHAHA

Pretty Women From Sweeney Todd

2009-08-04T07:04:00.000-07:00

Sweeney Todd:
What can I do for you today sir?
Stylish trimming of the hair?
Soothing skin massage.
Sit sir , Sit.

Judge Turpin:
You see sir a man infatued with love.
Her ardent and eager slave.
So fetch the pomade and pumice stone,
and lend me a more seductive tone,
a sprinkling perhaps of French cologne
but first sir I think a shave.

Sweeney Todd:
The closest I ever gave
*whistles*

Judge Turpin:
In a merry mood today Mr. Todd?

Sweeney Todd:
Tis your delight sir catching fire from one man to the next.

Judge Turpin:
Tis true sir love can still inspire the blood to pound,
the heart leap higher. What more

What more can man require?

Judge Turpin:
Than love sir

Sweeney Todd:
More than love sir

Judge Turpin:
What sir?

Sweeney Todd:
Women

Judge Turpin:
Ah yes women

Sweeney Todd:
Pretty women.

*Whistles*

Now then my friend.
Now to your purpose.
Patience. Enjoy it.
Revenge can't be taken in haste.

Judge Turpin:
Make haste and in this work you'll be commended sir

Sweeney Todd:
My lord!
And who may it be said is your intended sir?

Judge Turpin:
My ward
Pretty as a rose bud

Sweeney Todd:
Pretty as her mother?

Judge Turpin:
Huh? What was that?

Sweeney Todd (spoken):
Nothing sir. Nothing.
May we proceed?

Pretty women
Fascinating...
Sipping coffee,
Dancing...
Pretty women
Are a wonder.
Pretty women!

Sitting in the window or
Standing on the stair
Something in them chills the air.
Pretty women

Judge Turpin:
Silhouetted...

Sweeney Todd:
Stay within you,

Judge Turpin:
Glancing...

Sweeney Todd:
stay forever,

Judge Turpin:
Breathing lightly...

Sweeney Todd:
Pretty women,

Judge Turpin and Sweeney Todd(together and alternating):
Pretty women!

Blowing out their candles or
Combing out their hair,
Combing out their hair then they leave
Even when they leave you and vainish they somehow can still can remain there with you
Even when they leave
They still are there.
They're there
Ah! Pretty women,

Sweeney Todd:
At their mirrors,

Judge Turpin:
In their gardens,

Sweeney Todd:
Letter-writing,

Judge Turpin:
Flower-picking,

Sweeney Todd:
Weather-watching.

Sweeney Todd and Judge Turpin:
How they make a man sing!
Proof of heaven as you're living,
Pretty women! Sir, pretty women!
Yes pretty women,
Pretty women,
Pretty women,
Pretty women

Undead Poem

2009-08-02T18:08:00.000-07:00

Roses are grey

Violet are grey

Everything i see is grey when u r an undead

Levis Pants!!

2009-08-01T07:54:00.000-07:00

Got time ah to take picture before trying my pants haha

I am impressed with my self haha normally i wear size 36 now i can wear size 33 woho

Going to keep this lvl by keep going to gym and work out

Btw the pants cost $129 walau wei so ex but what to do thats for Hari Raya but after then can use hahaa im bored nid somebody to talk with ...!!!

Have u ever fall in love with a girl or boy living next block?

Well i do...everytime i go to school saw her and when going to the kitchen also saw here through the window but damned i dont know who she is ARGGH!! ala but still like awkward kan if stalk her then i will be a stalker but for now idk la i wish i knew her AWWW MAN!!!!!

Fuck those two Shorty and blacky girl

2009-07-30T07:14:00.000-07:00

Damn Mad!!! Today after school a outsider girls dunno which school go in to the girl toilet while opening the song Wali Band Cari Jodoh and Sab was like "What the Hell" and Zaini told me that those two girl playing my song (lol) so we sing along...

then outside we sing loudly for fun then one of them say something bad but cant hear her so I dont give a fuck I and Scream "Eh Pendek Sini Ah jgn berbual mepek kat sini eh kau masih kecik jgn kurang hajar dgn orang mudah" I keep calling her out but she just scream some stupid shit that really make me wanna go there and slap her man who is she to say bad stuff about us bloody hell think what she pretty ah alamak da pendek....and I say again loudly"Pukimak korang la sial" then fad like panic already so i told her eh even though we sing we never harm them y must they used fouled language to us...

Feeling F!!!! MAN!!!!..Sorie my typing all mambo jambo.....

seriously if i saw her im going to talk to her like her Dad scolding her or even worst

My cribs

2009-07-28T03:20:00.000-07:00

WORK

2009-07-26T22:35:00.000-07:00

MY WORK SUDAH HABIS LA

In my Shoe

2009-07-23T19:00:00.000-07:00

Lately I've been hard to reach

I've been too long on my own

Everyone has a private world

Where they can be alone

Are you calling me, are you trying to get through

Are you reaching out for me, and I'm reaching out for you

I'm just so fu-ckin' depressed

I just can seem to get out this slump

If I could just get over this hump

But I need something to pull me out this dump

I took my bruises, took my lumps

Fell down and I got right back up

But I need that spark to get psyched back up

And the right thing for me to pick that mic back up

I don't know how I pry away

And I ended up in this position I'm in I starting to feel distant again

So I decided just to beat this pain Up and tried to make an attempt to vent

But I just can't admit Or come to grips, with the fact that

I may be done with rap

I need a new outlet

I know some shits so hard to swallow And I just can't sit back and wallow

In my own sorrow

But I know one fact

I'll be one tough act to follow One tough act to follow

Copy One tough act to follow Here today, gone tomorrow

But you have to walk a thousand miles

Walk my shoes, just to see What it's like, to be me All be you,

let's trade shoes Just to see what I'd be like to Feel your pain, you feel mine

Go inside each other's mind

Just to see what we find

Looking shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo

They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo

Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo

They can all get fu-cked.

Just stay true to you I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor

Everything is so tense and gloom

I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature in the room

Just as soon as I walk in It's like all eyes on me

So I try to avoid any eye contact

Cause if I do that then it opens a door to conversation

Like I want that... I'm not looking for extra attention

I just want to be just like you

Blend in with the rest of the room

Maybe just point me to the closest restroom

I don't need fu-cking man servin'

Tryin to follow me around, and wipe my ass

Laugh at every single joke I crack And half of them ain't even funny like that

Ahh Marshall, you're so funny man, you should be a comedian, god damn

Unfortunately I am, but I just hide behind the tears of a clown

So why don't you all sit down

Listen to the tale I'm about to tell Hell, we don't have to trade our shoes

And you don't have to walk no thousand miles

Walk my shoes, just to see

What it's like, to be me All be you,

let's trade shoes Just to see what I'd be like to

Feel your pain, you feel mine Go inside each other's mind

Just to see what we find

Looking shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo

They can all get fu-cked.

Just stay true to you sOoOoo

Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo

They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo

Nobody asked for life to deal us

With these bullshit hands with doubt

We have to take these cards ourselves And flip them, don't expect no help

Now I could have either just Sat on my ass and pissed and moaned

But take this situation in which

I'm placed in And get up and get my own

I was never the type of kid To wait but I know to unpack his bags

Never sat on the porch and hoped and prayed

For a dad to show up who never did I just wanted to fit in

Every single place Every school I went I dreamed of being that cool kid

Even if it meant acting stupid Aunt Edna always told me

Keep making that face till it gets stuck like that

Meanwhile I'm just standing there

Holding my tongue up trying to talk like this

Till I stuck my tungue on the frozen stop sign poll at 8 years old

I learned my lesson and cause

I wasn't tryin to impress my friends no more

But I already told you my whole life story

Not just based on my description

Cause where you see it from where you're sitting Is probably 110% different I guess we would have to walk a mile

In each other's shoes, at least

What size you where?

I wear tens Let's see if you can fit your feet

Walk my shoes, just to see

What it's like, to be me

All be you, let's trade shoes

Just to see what I'd be like to Feel your pain, you feel mine

Go inside each other's mind

Just to see what we find Looking shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo

They can all get fu-cked.

Just stay true to you sOoOoo

Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo

They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo

Lately I've been hard to reach I've been too long on my own

Everyone has a private world

Where they can be alone... sOoOoo

Are you calling me, are you trying to get through OoOo

Are you reaching out for me, and I'm reaching out for you sOoOoo Oo Oo Yea...

To my babies. Stay strong. Daddy will be soon And to the rest of the world, god gave you the shoes That fit you, so put em on and wear em And be yourself man, be proud of who you are Even if it sounds corny, Don't ever let no one tell you, you ain't beautiful

Very Bad Fuking week

2009-07-20T05:52:00.000-07:00

Here I am Lying on the bed nothing better to do so i blog Getting Sick and Getting Sick with Anithing or Whatever thing that make me pissed i already having back ache oh damn i wish i got the money to go for the deep tissue massage but i myself having money issue

And People I had it with myself and too soft like what zaini said and btw for the first time It strike my head telling he is right and I know doing nice doesnt get u aniwhere yah i know sometime ONLY.....

I wish I could make a Wall Like Barrier for me not to see....it driving me nuts

I must restrain from going to people blog except mine and teachers and class blog and several friends...............

Let do a list of

Negative Check of me

Am i retarded fuck/freak?
Do u hate ME?
Do u despise me
Or Ur dead to me?
Im just a helper nothing more than that
Im a wall that doesnt need socializing?

Positive Check of me

Am i Good Friend
Do I tried to comfort u guys
Am I there for u guys
Have I Understood ur feeling
Have I been socializing with all of the class(if not tell yah)
Nice Guy

Pls Type the nomber on the taggboard btw ani spammer want to spam my blog go fuck ur self it would be more better just ignored i let u people read and understand WHaT IM GOING THROUGH OKAY!!!!!

Kingdom heart lookalike

2009-07-17T03:15:00.000-07:00

fun with photoshop

2009-07-14T04:03:00.001-07:00

lol since when i got colour eye and colour hair btw and the goatee fake

CURRENTLY NOT AVAILABLE FOR BLOGGING

2009-07-06T22:02:00.000-07:00

NOW IM GOING TO BUSY AND NOT GOING TO BLOG SO MUCH...

MAYBE BE BACK UNTIL DONT KNOW WHEN

Woho I bought Wacom Bamboo Fun Shiok man

2009-07-05T06:40:00.001-07:00

Let me show u my first try

My Favourite Fighting Character

2009-07-01T02:34:00.000-07:00

Iori Yagami

Yeah Death Knight Almost Done!!!!!

2009-06-28T01:12:00.000-07:00

Yes Holiday Almost OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nvr happy about this kind of thing before

But still........ssshhhhhhhh!! silence...I KILL YOU!!!

LOL IM BORED Zaini Called yesterday so far he and marx contacted me

and some on the net chat2 abit2 but me and shi jie talk at Wow yeah that what we do man

....SIGH...............

Damn Getting Worried About life man, Ever Since MJ(Micheal Jackson) Died on Saturday morning is a shocking news even though im not a fan but he is the King of Pop

AND PEOPLE CAN SAY BAD STUFF ABOUT HIM

CANT HE DIED IN PEACE AND YOU GUYS KEEP SAYING HE IS A CHILD MOLESTER HOW DARE YALL... MAN

Chill mail Chill yeah people like to gossip

their mouth be quiet

Guess What I found My old stupid nerdy self in secondary school

WOWING DAYS SINCE IM NOT OUT!!!

2009-06-19T00:49:00.000-07:00

Me dueling with shi jie
first round he won bcoz of my STUPID INTERNET LAG
second round i won yay ok that lame i know
Rise of the Undead Warrior

Btw If any of u think im nerd for playing this game
then i dont give a damn man since me holiday like fuck might aswell i do something at HOME!
Hall of Lightning (H) On my way to NAXX

So sorie for not blogging so much

2009-06-11T07:29:00.000-07:00

I feel this so called poem is quite nice

"A scattered dream

that's like a far off memory"

"A far off memory

that's like a scattered dream"

"I want to line the pieces up"

"YOURS and MINE"

this one i came up myself so random dont know whether is sound like poem or not but who care

"When Darkness fall

Thats the time I would crawl out

But as Crow fly over me i feel left out"

"I could just join them

But im afraid to join them"

"I saw u in the middle of the night crying alone

while I standing in the back watching u crying all alone

I will give my shoulder for u to cry on

Cause i know i will be there for u no matter

Whether the light would shine upon us or The Darkness will cover us through the nite"

I cant promised u the life style that u wanted

I cant promised u that im ur prince charming or lucifer the fallen angel

But i can promised u one thing if ever u need me i will be there for u

no matter we were friend or not"

Haha what could I say Im Altruistic

Here Come Holidays

2009-06-05T20:36:00.000-07:00

Woo

Presentation was a scary shit man...I get up there my leg shake abit but okla very nervous but ok more worst is last time me and Taekwondo people must perform on stage that is more fuck up where some of my friend laugh and some extra2 do sound effects......

Shit i hope i pass man B also can la im not greedy..

And Holiday have come and again FUCK bored man maybe one of this day coming back for fun onli haha.....since i got nothing else to blog i wanna post a lyric by my old favourite punk rock band IT IS BLINK 182 yay ok thats lame

Title of song is Dysentery Gary

Got a lotta heartache
He's a fucking weasel
His issues make my mind ache
Want to make a deal
Cause I love your little motions
You do with your pigtails
What a nice creation
Worth another night in jail

He's a player, diarrhea giver, tried to grow his hair out
When friends were listening to slayer
I would like to find him Friday night
Hanging out with mom and trying on his fathers tights

Life just sucks, I lost the one, I'm giving up, she found someone
There's plenty more, girls are such a drag

So all you little ladies
Be sure to choose the right guys
You'll come back to me maybe
I'll shower you with lies
Got a lotta heartache
He's a fucking weasel
Decisions make my mind ache
Want to make a deal

Ease away the problems and the pain
The girl chose the guy who makes you want to kick and scream
All along, you wish that she would stay
Fuck the guy who took and ran away

He's a player, diarrhea giver, tried to grow his hair out
When friends were listening to slayer
I would like to find him Friday night
Hanging out with mom and trying on his father's tights

Life just sucks, I lost the one, I'm giving up, she found someone
There's plenty more, girls are such a drag

Fuck this place, I lost the war, I hate you all, Your mom's a whore
Where's my dog?
'Cause girls are such a drag

Deadpool Day

2009-05-29T18:03:00.000-07:00

On thursday we when printing Me Marx Zaini Darren Shi jie Untat and Bing li after printing we go makan then after untat and bing li when home we WHEN TO PlAY POOL HOW SHIOK IS THAT

That Marx (MEGADEATH FAN)

That is Shijie and Darren

That me the fool

Zaini about to shot

Universal Boi

2009-05-27T19:08:00.000-07:00

Universal Boi

2009-05-27T19:05:00.000-07:00

Bus trip

2009-05-26T17:56:00.001-07:00

Yesterday bus trip in the morning and today morning was so fuck up cause 65 came but its a single deck bus FUCK THAAT MAN!!! I HATE SINGLE DECK ESPECIALLY IN THE MORNING! Yesterday we when home late, I ,Zaini(he take bus alone home) Suffyan and Shijie
when we reach the bus stop we talk about our problem yada yadayaydadadadada..............................................................
........................................... i feel quite relieved and chill abit when after we talk about our problem
but after yan drop off i got a headache from yan bus stop to the interchange and until i reach home...........

When reach home i felt hungry so i eat right after i bath and all after that watch tv abit then check the comp people blog and all then when to sleep AND AGAIN I CANT SLEEP SHIT MON!!!!
I NEED SOME body to punch me to sleep or throw a chair at me then i can go to sleep...

..........signing off..............Mr Delirious Sinister

Which one nicer??

2009-05-25T05:52:00.000-07:00

Sorie eh guys if i put my blog private ehk sorie for everything

The Three Amigos

2009-05-21T08:20:00.000-07:00

Mi Bros

Syaf Gucci A.K.A(Syafie) Delirious Freak A.K.A(Hanafi)

Us Rockerz even though i did not wear so that rocking enough it me and ADAM VENGEANCE

My new movie coming out soon

2009-05-19T04:53:00.001-07:00

Starring My very own first ever Character Called Delirious X

Wow what a day

2009-05-17T02:50:00.003-07:00

Yesterday when back to school to do my digital work but im still not happi with tmr i gonna do adjustment again..

me first time using wacom it is so SHIOK!!

somebody action figure i just pic of it

This is GrimmJow Jaggerjack

My first ever Titansteel Destroyer

Wow what a day

2009-05-17T02:50:00.001-07:00

Yesterday when back to school to do my digital work but im still not happi with tmr i gonna do adjustment again..

MARDOOK LVL 80!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ROAR!!!!! Ok thats lame

2009-05-07T00:12:00.000-07:00

At LAST MY MARDOOK LVL 80 But not fully geared.

Riding on a Stupid Crocodile

Photoshop lesson

2009-05-05T20:35:00.000-07:00

Chelsea 3-1 Fulham WOhhooo wat a comeback

2009-05-03T05:15:00.000-07:00

Chelsea vs Fulham

My drawingssss

2009-04-28T18:20:00.000-07:00

Better of Alone

2009-04-27T05:56:00.000-07:00

I tried to be perfect

But nothing was worth it

I don’t believe it makes me real

I thought it’d be easy

But no one believes me

I meant all the things I said

If you believe it’s in my soul

I’d say all the words that I know

Just to see if it would show

That I’m trying to let you know

That I’m better off on my own

This place is so empty

My thoughts are so tempting

I don’t know how it got so bad

Sometimes it’s so crazy

That nothing can save me

But it’s the only thing that I have

If you believe it’s in my soul

I’d say all the words that I know

Just to see if it would show

That I’m trying to let you know

That I’m better off on my own

On my ownI tried to be perfect

It just wasn’t worth it

Nothing could ever be so wrong

It’s hard to believe meIt never gets easy

I guess I knew that all along

If you believe it’s in my soul

I’d say all the words that I know

Just to see if it would show

That I’m trying to let you know

That I’m better off on my own...................

The Guitar hero rocker....

2009-04-23T04:25:00.001-07:00

Today RohZaini And Marx came from choa chu kang and bukit panjang came to pasir ris my hometown...When they come then the party started.

Wow get addicted Argh My death knight

2009-04-04T08:55:00.000-07:00

The whole of one week were spent with this from level 58 to lvl 71 phew thats was so tiring wow when i reach nothrend some fucker pally keep killing me but luckily when killed me i was lucky to raise my dead corpse to fight him back to get revenge. huahuahaha

Sigh...................Oh gosh i missed u guys man so bored man the whole week i was at home but first week doesnt count cause the whole week i was cleaning the house so u guys may see something diff to me n my bro comp room my mom make it look like our office hahaha...we bought a rack at IKEA then put all the part of computer like the graphic card motherboard the boxes to display it and even the world of warcraft boxes even my mom put our small street fighter character. we put batman begin walkie talkie there also and GTA IV Collector Edition some more. so i thought maybe my first bro got married move out i thought the bed room i wanna make it to GAME/Sleep/Chilling place/Movie room/ Karaoke haha thats alot haha

Saint row 2

2009-03-31T22:58:00.000-07:00

My Dream Will Never Have a Happy Ending.

2009-03-30T04:44:00.001-07:00

Normally people have their dream with a happy ending well not mine cause yesterday i had a terrible dream.My Dream Started where i was lying on my bed next thing i knew i was falling i did not scream i just fall and as i was about to land somebody pulled me back to the top of the roof then i saw a mirror i looked at the mirror i saw a person but in different way the face was dark the onli thing i could see is the eye suddenly i hear voices saying..."Mail mail see what u have done that cause me to become damn furious and angry about you, I know u have been trying ur best to be nice to us but look at it now look behind me" i say "where r u" suddenly the mirror shake and that person came out of the mirror and when look up i saw myself but my face was has this eye that is glowing red and that point i was afraid......i ask myself what has happen to me...He push me out of the roof but i nvr fall but instead i and levitating and he charge towards me n i tried to block him....he laugh at me saying What ever i touch and who ever i will get closes with get ruin by me cause u nvr do anithing right the onli thing u do right to think about urself onli at that point I shouted to it saying im not like that animore..as i shouted he step back..i told him this I dont care what people is going to think of me and i dont give a damn whether i have that special someone or not the onli u cant take away from me is my spirit and believes. he look down and walk away and say u r on ur own..suddenly i fall then i woke up....i prayed to god for strenght and courage

Holiday has come

2009-03-21T22:07:00.000-07:00

Shit holiday has come.....Argh!!! Going to boring to be at home

What to do.

First i Thought wanna exercise this 3 week, Second learn to play guitar, Third Play wow must train my death knight woho lvl 62 awesome, Fourthly Changed Myself into a new person trying to forget about the past and nvr be sensative i will tahan all u guys jokes dont care how hurtfull can it get and i going to be more the heck care type but in a good way la..

Guys I promise I wont make anymistake or anyprob when school opens.

YAy Cant wait for next term new modules hope its easy and good...

and i thought wanna buy wacom bamboo but too think of it i think i will save up first. Last friday after adp wati was so addicted to my psp game the guitarway to heaven even in the bus she cant wait to play it, wati u are getting there just need to play more hahaa..as for marx well done u beat i think 2 or 3 song right ...congrats next step seize the day marx.......

Wati dont so shy when u see that guy again and u shouldnt say that to his friend...but its ok always have a second try..

Sigh.....

I think my love life has to hold for awhile. During School I need to concetrate and i wish it will strike to me when the time is right.

This is to everybody from my class if any point of time i hurt u guys im sorie and i am deeply deeply sorie and guys plz dont be stressed i know some of us hasnt found our true love life but what i can say is that maybe god saving it for u when the day has come just has to be patient kk people. I think for sure I know is dont ever force love that always make enemies and i dont i want to see our class broke into pieces let all our problem throw in dustbin and let open our mind filled it with love from all of us. If u people feel like there is no purpose for guys to live and u are wrong...God always make human being for a reason he doesnt make us willy dilly for fun No!..Is for us human to be bond as one. Take a tip from ur Friend me if u like to talk about something do talk to me my ear are open to guys and i know i can jerk or a fucker sometime is bcoz i feel pissed about something la so i try cool down go out jalan2 then come back into class and pls dont think im emo that my way of releasing my stress and anger to a person (no name actually nobody at all).

Wish U Guys Happy Happy Boring 3 Week of Holiday Guys

Even my cat feel like sleeping

Curse of the Tired

2009-03-04T00:53:00.000-08:00

This few days has been raining alot of times make me feel wana sleep cause of cool wind just breezing into the window. But still we got ur asignment which i think i can finish it but not so sure how long does it takes.

What to talk about ah????....

Tired!!!!