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Here I am at home bored as hell, I thought when im at home i would be alive actually not make me feel more dead. When I heard about hari friend past away at the very young age make me feel scared, I dont wanna die young and alone. I wanna be with someone that would be true to me :((

But what the point people doesnt understand me they think Im weird, Im freaky,Im Emo and the most hated word is Abang abang I hate to be called that for u guys Info I aint no Matrep,

I dont smoke and drink Im StraightEdge(A person who doesnt smoke or do drug and drink).

Its has been 10 years my life doesnt turn out what i picture it when i was a child( not about BGR)

I mean like I going to be in future is my future gonna be suck or would be good I have to Buck up my studies. Okay I know say this everytime But I need somebody to be my side always.

I always have to face this problem where i look at some of the couples all make me think alot i dont know..sometime i love to think about stuff but the most is all random shit like.

"What if bangla roll down the stair when the bus brake like in sudden way confirm kekek"

next one is

"I hate people who sleep beside me especially in the bus cause make me it would be trouble for me to get out feel like pushing them but dont want cause must understand mah their situation but better not go to far alrite mate"

Just watch DMC(Detroit Metal City)

Its a very nice show kla maybe yall think its lame and boring but i dont give a fuck about it.

the story this guy negishi (the bowl hairguy) had a dream to became pop musician something like that but it turn out wrong he kena join The DMC a Death Metal Band

but before he was in a universcity or what he got a crushed on a girl but he too shy but the girl dont know that he is in that band...wanna know more Go watch la hahaha

So what the use actually i dont want to blog nobody read or tagged my chatbox X(