Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Puasa Ending Soon

Im not the same person i used to be and i dont have the spirit of hari raya cause i missed my grandparent as u guys know they passed away. I used to be hyperactive and all cause my late grandpa told me things like dont let people say stuff to u and u get angry about it or something about, cause its 3 years i dont have the mood or spirit to celebrate it. I dont care about the money i get and all i just wish one day that a person would care enough and understand me like what my grandparents did.
Just Watched Hitch only half-way cause the more i watch it the more i be lonely, Idk y i love watch that kind of movie especially when it have like the movie just friends, definitely maybe etc etc..
for me A girl for me they are mysterious sometime we dont whether they happy or not normally when they are sad, we ask them whether their ok or not they sarcasticly say their fine but their not I think i knew that its better to not know what going on cause we cant force them to telled what going on.Maybe some will tell some not Idk....Im generally confused right now
Getting Alone at home and Getting Sentimental in school i also sometime act happy actually im not my issued hasnt resovled yet but for me as the time goes by i became more stm i will forget of anithing that happen in the past.
Every Body Thought Im nice fakely actually thats is already in my nature in my blood
But one thing tat is in my blood that is negative im selfish not with possesion its regarding my life people may ask me to do this to do i will sometime generaly i will drag the time but i feel like bad for doing that so anibody if i ever do that pls tell me. '
BTW PEOPLE=SHIT
PEOPLE + SADNESS=MISERY
BUDDY + FIGHT =RIVAL
RELATIONSHIP + BREAKUP=EX
DEATH Cannot be ressurected back