adams song

song meaning :

Guitarist Tom Delonge: "The story behind that is Mark read a letter someone sent him as an email, that a kid wrote before he committed suicide to his parents. We kind of got together and wrote this sad, slow song. It came out sadder than we ever thought it would, which is good too. Any song that moves you is good. Some people listen to it and go 'Wow, that's a real bum-out of a song.' But it's one of those things, a story of a kid not being happy in his life, crossed with us being really lonely on tour. At the end of it there's a better way out, there are better things to do than kill yourself."

The lyrics, "I traced the cord back to the wall, no wonder it was never plugged in at all" were inspired when guitarist Tom Delonge was playing in his garage and he and his amp were in a puddle. Luckily, the amp was not plugged in or he could have been electrocuted.

The line "I took my time, I hurried up, the choice was mine, I didn't think enough" refers to the 1991 Nirvana's song "Come As You Are." There, the line is, "Take your time, hurry up, the choice is yours, don't be late."

Awesome evening with buddies and lecturer

Today i stay late in school luckily my mom allow so in class I am chionging my flash course i dont wanna stress my exam with flash cause flash almost make me lost focus but luckily still got hope Miss Sri notice I'm good with software so yah maybe u guys can say that btw im not being action and all maybe im just fast catch up when come to software maybe...

Then in that period of time i slack for awhile watch video like Hard Gay....YAA!!HOOOOO!!!...

hahaha then watch Half retarded seriously its not about people being retard is about a game but the make it so retard...then talk2 abit dance abit sing abit.....(yeah if im bored i will sing) luckily not much people haha or else paisey...then the senior come in talk to us abit and I akil hows my flash...he say not bad....then almost going home time I,Zaini,Marx,Chong Ziani haha nola shi jie jasmine and miss sri we talk like how we gonna make our class more united like akil class and then she told how fun their chalet where alot people kena prank i like the part where told one of the class mate sleeping they put colgate then pour alot of powder to him then when he move to the side all action asleep next thing he like wake up all the powder like poff or what la then he go bath when the water is cool hahaha and kena light his cig hahah so funny

haha kk bbubye btw im adicted to blog song hahaha

here the lyrics

To feel her touch
It's almost impossible to hold still
Maybe we can go back to the way it was
Well at least let me love you the same

I got lies to tell your children
When my smile pierces through your bones
Right through your bones
(Through your bones)
The grass is green inside my yard
I can make you laugh so fucking hard it hurts you
Inside your bones
(Inside your bones)

When she talks, I listen, shes in the shower and her skin glistens
Like oh my god I like it
Like oh oh god I like it

I suggest a drive, lets take the back road
Lets get lost lets lose our minds
Hey, little girl, i think we found it tonight
I think we glow that fucking bright, oh
And when she laughs I like it
Like "oh ha ha ha ha ha"

I got lies to tell your children
When my smile pierces through your bones
Right through your bones
(Through your bones)
The grass is green inside my yard
I can make make you laugh so fucking hard it hurts you
Inside your bones
(Inside your bones)

"Holy shit she smells like heaven
Been best friends since we were eleven
And oh my god I like her.."
"Yeah, I heard you like her...
Baby, I thought that we had something
Compared to him I'm next to nothing
Oh my god I like her..."
"Yeah I heard you like her..."

I am a million fucking bucks
I am a thousand fucking fucks
Your bitch is dead she was hit by a truck
What the fuck!

"Holy shit she smells like heaven
Been best friends since we were eleven
And oh my god I like her.."
"Yeah, I heard you like her...
Baby, I thought that we had something
Compared to him I'm next to nothing
Oh my god I like her..."
"Yeah I heard you like her..."

I'm Worthless piece of shit

I bet there some people are starting to hate the new me maybe i change to much...but look at me im not cool, im not gd looking, I'm a nerd who play world of warcraft and all the way stay at home like a lonely fuck...and here i am listening to the song "The Fray - How to save a life".

Its not that i dont wanna go out but look at my curfew i respect that but im afraid if i want out with the other they will think this boi is a mommys boi or what so ever.

Look at I'm single all the way dunno y maybe the timing isnt right yet or maybe I'm not the boyfie material or I am that kind of guy always have this title "I like u as a friend nothing more than that" this is serious thing i wont lie I got this title 6 times...am i that so soft when come to girl orh I'm being to fucking friendly towards other and others can stab my back...But seriously I wish to return to the begining of this year and stop myself from telling her that and now the path i've been walking is a misery path. I want to find a new path but i dont know where to start with.

If u guys watch the movie butterfly effect then u will know what i meant.

Here I am at the computer thinking alot

like one who is hating me

who like being around me

who i gonna be with

when will i die

if i die did i do any good deeds for this world

is the world really gonna end 2012

lastly am i going to die single...