Tuesday, November 3, 2009

I'm Worthless piece of shit

I bet there some people are starting to hate the new me maybe i change to much...but look at me im not cool, im not gd looking, I'm a nerd who play world of warcraft and all the way stay at home like a lonely fuck...and here i am listening to the song "The Fray - How to save a life".

Its not that i dont wanna go out but look at my curfew i respect that but im afraid if i want out with the other they will think this boi is a mommys boi or what so ever.


Look at I'm single all the way dunno y maybe the timing isnt right yet or maybe I'm not the boyfie material or I am that kind of guy always have this title "I like u as a friend nothing more than that" this is serious thing i wont lie I got this title 6 times...am i that so soft when come to girl orh I'm being to fucking friendly towards other and others can stab my back...But seriously I wish to return to the begining of this year and stop myself from telling her that and now the path i've been walking is a misery path. I want to find a new path but i dont know where to start with.
If u guys watch the movie butterfly effect then u will know what i meant.


Here I am at the computer thinking alot
like one who is hating me
who like being around me
who i gonna be with
when will i die
if i die did i do any good deeds for this world
is the world really gonna end 2012
lastly am i going to die single...