Gonna be Second year already

So sian, Alot of stuff stressing me out, one is at home also stressing me with family problems.. my family is like got 2 side then im the middle man -_-", Hais why my family like this I always have to do their dirty work or keep a secret from each other... I feel like running away, No one even cares what im feeling nor what im doing.. Then about my dad he used to bring me n my mom go town sight seeing as I grow older I and my dad like grew apart...what happen to those days, I wanna go back in time where my dad bring me out and i also want to see my grandparents again :'( I wanna undo all the selfishness i did to them :x

I miss my grandma she always nag at me but i like it haha she quite fun to joke with even though she is old, there one time i said "Oh my God" then she said "Ape tu Oh my god asal bukan Oh my Allah" haha and she cook the best breakfast :( i miss the teh o she made for me in the morning with bread fried with eggs in it.. my grandpa also the best even though he is my step grandfather still i call him "atuk" i see him as my real grandpa he n my grandma took care of me well but as i grew up also the feeling grew apart hais I love you Atuk n Makwe " Da lamer mail tk nampak makwe dan atuk"

I dont wanna lose any of my loves one anymore


Hmm about poly yeah so far so good its just asignment all rushing cause next week pass up..

I got nothing else to talk :x

Long time no long post lol

Nowadays very shag, Homework after homework but dont worry must tahan few more weeks..Oh yah But wait got studio projects FML!!! i dont wanna D:.... DYING! DYING! actually not bad ah but asignment pilling up so annoying i cant even enjoy -_-"...

Oh yah just celebrated my birthday with my Polymate and family lol nothing much to say ah im getting old haha, My friends bought for me a earpiece and eivriel made for me a caricature of me also lol thanks ah guys, Oh yah my mom bought for me angry bird cake i was like IM 20 already but i didnt say anything ah i dont wanna hurt her feeling so yah...

I dont feel life changing i only feel old haha, This Saturday going out with darling to watch movie then after that go singapore flyer..

Hmm i havent post about our one year anniversary so i talk here haha

This is the Card I did for her XDDD

She also did for me haha

Then we when to bugis eat at seoul garden wah we miss the lunch but its okay so we good dinner when I pay the lady i get the receipt i was like o,O then she ask me how much, I pass her the receipt then she also wondering why so ex haaha then i say its okay la once in a lifetime i nvr treat u this much mah so its okay

Even though we nvr took any pics I feel quite happy that she love the present i got for her which is the artbook for the sukoiden artist, actually i wanted to suprise her but neh not so much haha....

Then when we wanna go home she as usual accompany at her bus stop, while we were talking then my bus came i was like awwman then i hug her n kiss her say goodbye

Then when i bored the bus i realise something missing from her lol "Oh yah the card" I drop down just one stop infront I run back quickly as i was running i called her haha i called like 2 time when i chiong scared she might reach home haha then the third time she pick up then i told her im running back to the bus stop, then she say ok ok dont run walk slowly haahaah then i still run haha. lol i told her when i was running i was thinking is this like drama or what haha so thats how it end up lol.

To be honest, she very good girl there something about her that i cant let it go.. When she talking to me or what i felt normal but when i meet her those eyes haha wah my world problem gone sia lol Seriously no joke ah people haha

Even though we quarrel, we always work it out but the time we almost broke up thanks to my stupidity, Now I know I shouldn't accuse anything or be selfish to her, Then I read about virgo they very loyal to their loves one so i believe that... Anyways ciao

I Love U

Imma evil BUNNY!! lol