Saturday, January 28, 2012

Gonna be Second year already

So sian, Alot of stuff stressing me out, one is at home also stressing me with family problems.. my family is like got 2 side then im the middle man -_-", Hais why my family like this I always have to do their dirty work or keep a secret from each other... I feel like running away, No one even cares what im feeling nor what im doing.. Then about my dad he used to bring me n my mom go town sight seeing as I grow older I and my dad like grew apart...what happen to those days, I wanna go back in time where my dad bring me out and i also want to see my grandparents again :'( I wanna undo all the selfishness i did to them :x

I miss my grandma she always nag at me but i like it haha she quite fun to joke with even though she is old, there one time i said "Oh my God" then she said "Ape tu Oh my god asal bukan Oh my Allah" haha and she cook the best breakfast :( i miss the teh o she made for me in the morning with bread fried with eggs in it.. my grandpa also the best even though he is my step grandfather still i call him "atuk" i see him as my real grandpa he n my grandma took care of me well but as i grew up also the feeling grew apart hais I love you Atuk n Makwe " Da lamer mail tk nampak makwe dan atuk"

I dont wanna lose any of my loves one anymore


Hmm about poly yeah so far so good its just asignment all rushing cause next week pass up..

I got nothing else to talk :x